Suicide....but not reallly?

[aphex]

k ive been thinking about this for quite some time now and i have still obviously have yet to come to a conclusion.

Everyone, for the most part, fear death seemingly because its unknown.

How can we ever discover and learn about something and figure it out for what it really is when we do everything in our power to avoid it?

So i thought this up.

I really really hate being like other people, its one of my traits. i will do what ever it takes to be different. and i realize that in this day in age thats the trendy thing and fuckin hate it cuz everyones being the same in trying to be different. and that drove me crazy.

so i thought well everyone wants to live there life. and yeah i like being alive n stuff... but everyones trying not to die because they dont know what it truly is

and it drives me crazy that i dont know what it is...and it drives me nutz kinda that im trying to stay alive. so what if i were to "commit suicide" jus to find out what it is and in, if any, after life i could be like 'i fucking knew it' or be like 'wtf is this' or there is a chance that it could be nothing. no existence of me be around anymore. in which case i would be mad. but i wouldnt know that nothing happend cuz id be...well id be dead.

so for some reason this only comes back into my head when im almost asleep.

and if i could i would come back and tell someone everything, if anything, that happend to me after death.

does this make sense??

or am i fuckin insane??

and yes i know i should see a therapist

[Pik]

U r teh high?

No other words can explain this post.

[Kowz]

it goes along with the same thought:

You cannot prove anything happened in the past. You can only prove what is happening here and now. It is scary to think that everything that is our reality is just the perception from our eyes and through our brains thoughts. The slightest tweak to the nerves can change "reality" for you. How can you know you are really you or that you really are doing what you normally would? How can you know what you want to be if you don't know who you are? How can we prove the past happened. We could have all popped up with these memories before and be living in a dream, or the universe was created 5 seconds ago with everyones' memories pre-made. We cannot answer these questions, along with many others, so they are a possibility. It is annoying to think that anything we do can change and not exist any more from the whim of a superior power in the universe and beyond. The worst part of it all is, if it all changed or got wiped out... no one ever know about it.

[scribal]

[freebeer]

[clipise]

well alternatively you could read the bible to get some insight to your questions, that book is jam packed with what your looking for. I don't read it but im more than sure it has what your looking for

[freebeer]

Sept 10, 2008 4:09:02 GMT -8 clipise said:

well alternatively you could read the bible to get some insight to your questions, that book is jam packed with what your looking for. I don't read it but im more than sure it has what your looking for

Just remembered the part from the Simpsons movie where he is looking through the bible ans says "There are no answers in this book".

[scribal]

hi im cliff, drop by sometime

[Kowz]

il drop by with my parachute

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[Ybloc]

Theology is queen. When it comes to explaining things