Post by equinox1414 on Jan 5, 2012 21:37:52 GMT -8
hopefully kowz doesnt remove this, but since you guys all liked my rap before and i kinda acted like an asshole last night i feel bad so im gonna write a small apology rap. whether you think its sincere or not it doesnt really matter to me, as long as you get a laugh.
EDIT: I know its lengthy but i would appreciate it if you would read it when you have the time instead of just tl;dr'ing it.
so, im not really good at apologizing,
maybe it will help doing it with rhyming,
i know that alot of you guys dont like me
but i feel like theres something that you just dont see
see when i hate or i shit talk you
im not really sincere not through and through
think of my like sleisel or ipod max
when we get mad we just go on the attack
i dont mean to make anyone feel bad
make people scream and shout or make you feel sad
in fact usually im just frustrated with my own play
and i wanna take it out on others like okay,
i know i messed up but so did you
so im gonna scream and shout and call you a jew
but at the end of the day i dont hold grudges for no one
i feel kinda bad that i made the experience less fun
i know alot of you guys get home from work,
maybe eat a little dinner or give yourself a nice jerk
and you wanna get on dota and just relax
but you have to listen to screaming kids like me and max
and im sorry if i come across arrogant or cocky,
its really just a self defense so you dont mock me,
i know im not a great dota player at all,
i dont think im the best, you just take my jokes wrong
see when i say dans the best or act like a jerk
im just trying to be funny, but it causes more work
for kowz and people cause you guys get offended,
sometimes i leave my shit takling open ended
by that i mean i dont apologize to you,
like when me and easy fought we made it through
cause we're both men and we talked it out
doesnt matter if gofu makes me want to shout
hes a decent player, ill give him that
and he's better than me, i know thats a fact
but when people talk down to me i just cant take it
why cant you be constructive, or at least try to fake it
i know that im the same way too,
but i do it in jest, goft and tempelton, do you?
im not saying im right and their wrong
and i understand youve heard this dance and this song
and what it probably comes down to is you think im lying
dont think im sincere you think im sitting here smiling
thinking to myself "yeah ill get unbanned,
then ill go back to being the same old dan"
but i realize now you guys arent like my other friends,
and since i dont want my relationship with IHG to end,
i wanna say i come from a different ventrilo,
where people get told to fuck themselves with a dildo
its not a constructive way to be and remain
but after a while of that it gets kind of hard to change
i feel like my attitude in the beginning
set me up on a course where i just wasnt winning
everyone made me out to be the bad guy
and many times id sit in my chair and wonder why
i really dont mean to insult anyone,
i just wanna play some dota and have some fun,
and coming from a BM, shit talking past
it took me a while to get used to IHG, it wasnt fast
i had to get used to being with newere people
who didnt know how to deny or cs or creep pull
and that was hard for me, and i thought it was funny
people seemed to laugh when my mouth was running
but i know that my jokes went to far or got old
and i didnt even listen to kowz when he told
me to stop. he said to be the bigger man
but i didnt want to admit i was wrong, cause im dan
i sincerely hope you guys find this sincere
cause for about 20 minutes ive been sitting here
trying to find a way to say i know its hard to live with me,
but i promsie all you guys if you can forgive me
i wont shittalk and ill try to be nicer
even if we had a past, lets put it behind us and have a future,
so im sorry to all the new players i made feel bad,
im sorry to kowz, gofu, easy, fate and though it makes me mad
im even gonna apologize to tempelton,
though i feel it went both ways there was no reason
for it to escalate to the point that it did
we both really acted like litle kids,
and im sorry for that i hope we can put it behind us
i wanna get to a place where you can find us,
maybe as friends. or maybe just clan mates,
either way i meant no disrespect nor hate
to anyone. althought it seemed like i did,
i promise most of the time i BM'ed its cause i blew my lid
and i swear if we ever play together again
ill try to remain calm and be the bigger man.
i really enjoyed playing with you guys from IHG,
and whether or not in the future you see me,
i think it appropriate for me to say,
im sorry, and i hope we can play together again some day.
EDIT: I know its lengthy but i would appreciate it if you would read it when you have the time instead of just tl;dr'ing it.
so, im not really good at apologizing,
maybe it will help doing it with rhyming,
i know that alot of you guys dont like me
but i feel like theres something that you just dont see
see when i hate or i shit talk you
im not really sincere not through and through
think of my like sleisel or ipod max
when we get mad we just go on the attack
i dont mean to make anyone feel bad
make people scream and shout or make you feel sad
in fact usually im just frustrated with my own play
and i wanna take it out on others like okay,
i know i messed up but so did you
so im gonna scream and shout and call you a jew
but at the end of the day i dont hold grudges for no one
i feel kinda bad that i made the experience less fun
i know alot of you guys get home from work,
maybe eat a little dinner or give yourself a nice jerk
and you wanna get on dota and just relax
but you have to listen to screaming kids like me and max
and im sorry if i come across arrogant or cocky,
its really just a self defense so you dont mock me,
i know im not a great dota player at all,
i dont think im the best, you just take my jokes wrong
see when i say dans the best or act like a jerk
im just trying to be funny, but it causes more work
for kowz and people cause you guys get offended,
sometimes i leave my shit takling open ended
by that i mean i dont apologize to you,
like when me and easy fought we made it through
cause we're both men and we talked it out
doesnt matter if gofu makes me want to shout
hes a decent player, ill give him that
and he's better than me, i know thats a fact
but when people talk down to me i just cant take it
why cant you be constructive, or at least try to fake it
i know that im the same way too,
but i do it in jest, goft and tempelton, do you?
im not saying im right and their wrong
and i understand youve heard this dance and this song
and what it probably comes down to is you think im lying
dont think im sincere you think im sitting here smiling
thinking to myself "yeah ill get unbanned,
then ill go back to being the same old dan"
but i realize now you guys arent like my other friends,
and since i dont want my relationship with IHG to end,
i wanna say i come from a different ventrilo,
where people get told to fuck themselves with a dildo
its not a constructive way to be and remain
but after a while of that it gets kind of hard to change
i feel like my attitude in the beginning
set me up on a course where i just wasnt winning
everyone made me out to be the bad guy
and many times id sit in my chair and wonder why
i really dont mean to insult anyone,
i just wanna play some dota and have some fun,
and coming from a BM, shit talking past
it took me a while to get used to IHG, it wasnt fast
i had to get used to being with newere people
who didnt know how to deny or cs or creep pull
and that was hard for me, and i thought it was funny
people seemed to laugh when my mouth was running
but i know that my jokes went to far or got old
and i didnt even listen to kowz when he told
me to stop. he said to be the bigger man
but i didnt want to admit i was wrong, cause im dan
i sincerely hope you guys find this sincere
cause for about 20 minutes ive been sitting here
trying to find a way to say i know its hard to live with me,
but i promsie all you guys if you can forgive me
i wont shittalk and ill try to be nicer
even if we had a past, lets put it behind us and have a future,
so im sorry to all the new players i made feel bad,
im sorry to kowz, gofu, easy, fate and though it makes me mad
im even gonna apologize to tempelton,
though i feel it went both ways there was no reason
for it to escalate to the point that it did
we both really acted like litle kids,
and im sorry for that i hope we can put it behind us
i wanna get to a place where you can find us,
maybe as friends. or maybe just clan mates,
either way i meant no disrespect nor hate
to anyone. althought it seemed like i did,
i promise most of the time i BM'ed its cause i blew my lid
and i swear if we ever play together again
ill try to remain calm and be the bigger man.
i really enjoyed playing with you guys from IHG,
and whether or not in the future you see me,
i think it appropriate for me to say,
im sorry, and i hope we can play together again some day.
